Hai assalamualaikum to whoever is reading this. Feeling good today? Hopefully you are! Semoga kita sentiasa berada di bawah rahmat Allah s.w.t dalam setiap apa pun yang kita lakukan. Inshaa Allah.
So today, I'll write about what happens to my first day of first sem final examination here in UNIMAS. Oh ya, today's paper was Academic English 2. and it screwed me up a bit jugak lah. The first part, which is the multiple choice questions (MCQs) was okay, I managed to answer them, confidently. But then, when it came to the 2nd part, the discussion essay, totally screwed up, I didnt have any idea on the points. It is a discussion essay, where we students have to provide at least two points for the pros side and 2 for the cons. The essay was about "plastic bags should be banned? Discuss." I know it was actually an easy topic, but simply because, I didnt read much (sedangkan our lecturer dah bagi few tips) so I was lacking on ideas. Im pretty sure, the lecturer will be dizzy reading my essay, I didnt have any strong points. Whatever it is, the test has ended, nothing more left, except for one, DOA. This is the time to pray hard, the hardest. Semoga nanti yang datang adalah yg baik baik sahaja inshaa Allah. either it turns good or the other way round, pastinya itu yang terbaik. But for now, lets rely our biggest hope to the Almighty, He knows best. But to be really honest, I didnt prepare much for this subject because Im just too busy focusing on the engineering core subjects, the killer ones I should say. I can conclude that, my first day of final examination for the 1st sem, didnt turn the way I expected it hehe. But, no one to be blamed though, its my own fault, for not studying smart, for not sleeping early last night which then lead me to headache. and that one thing, monthly illness haha, more or less, one of the reason, the most invisible reason why I couldnt make it so much today. :P, but again, for the time being, let's pray hard for the best! :)
and today,I still cant move on from yesterday's stories on the social medias. The stories inspired me so much in many aspects. Really.
What I have learned that, kekuatan yang sebenar benarnya hanya datang daripada Allah yg maha kuat. Pinta lah kekuatan daripadaNya, when things are getting hard sometimes, dan kuat lah kerana Allah. Yakin lah dengan pertolonganNya, yakin dengan segala takdir yg telah Dia tetapkan without questioning why.
Things will be getting harder sometimes, especially in this phase, fasa menuju kedewasaan. The main reason is because we are "playing" with emotions. Even the smallest things may lead to a major problem when emotions are included! But then, this is the right time to turn to the Creator, seek for guidance to the right path, seek strength to control our emotions, and seek everything you need! Dia maha mendengar, maha pemurah dan maha pengasih. Who else can treat us such ways except than Him? Sama sama muhasabah diri.
Perjalanan ini singkat dan mungkin ada masanya agak sukar, semoga kita mampu laluinya dengan Allah sebagai sumber segala galanya lagi lagi dalam menjalani kehidupan sebagai seorang remaja dan pelajar. We are too young and know nothing for certain things, so make this phase as a turning point to be better. Teruslah berusaha berbuat dan menyebarkan kebaikan. Jangan sia siakan masa muda kita. Hehe :)
Should stop now. I have exam for TITAS and Basic of social science on Friday and Saturday. Mohon didoakan agar dipermudahkan. Moga rahmat dan pertolongan Allah itu ada inshaa Allah.
Till then.
regards.
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